Not every day is a big day, but you can make it feel like so ;)

Heeeey, guys!

What's up? So, well, I'm back. Sorry I dissapearead for some time, I had been trying to figure some things out lately and, well, we all know that sometimes that itself can be quite hard. But I decided I wanted to keep sharing my journey from now on with you guys. Maybe you can relate to something, maybe I can help in some unexpected weird way. So, le't go, shall we?

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Today, specifically, I am having a great morning (it's barely noon, so let me keep pretending it's still morning). And here's what on my mind: life moves too fast for us not to enjoy the view while we're moving through it. I know. That sounded a lot like some New York outoor saying you'd see on Pinterest. It's still true, though.

Right now, there's a LOT going on in my life. And, really, greeat things — things which I've been expecting for long — are soon to happen in the next couple of months. And for a while now, i've been really anxious about it all. I've been trying to live through my days as if the gap in between the present day and the dates I'm waiting for doesn't matter. However, that doesn't work. It makes me feel anxious, sad, and dissapointed about my current days.

Life is supposed to matter. All of it. It's not like only the huge, super important moments or starting points are the only thing that's worth living for. Every day is. It should be.

So, the conclusion which I've been inclining to reach is that: I can feel excited about the good days to come. But, at the same time, I can also enjoy the days the I'm experincing now. My morning cold coffee can be the star of my day. And that's fine. Small accomplishments can be just as gratifying as the big ones.

Not every day is a big day. But all days can be filled with the same amount of happiness you allow yourself to feel. I will try do apply that to my thoughts from now on. Because I am full of life, and I don't want to have to wait to live it.

It's so wholesome to be talking to you guys again. I hope we can enjoy our journeys together again :)

Love you guys,

Bee.